Music is Life

moved!

2009-11-14T19:30:00.001+08:00

relink me.
http://bloodlotus.wordpress.com/

2 more days

2009-10-24T18:27:00.002+08:00

2 more days to english paper!
Just came back from tuition.
The tutor went through essay writting with me.
The feedback was that i should write as simple as possible since im taking ordinary standard paper, rather than an essay filled with emotions.
Sigh*
I'm rather worried for my english and humanities.
Though i did not do well for science practical on thursday, i believed that there's still a chance of getting A1 for it.
Time to work even harder.
But isn't that too late?
Not much of a problem in theory, just that i need to ensure perfection in everything.
Can i get a B3 for humanities?
Possible, by getting full marks for SEQ on both electives.
Which means memorising everyday.
It is still a problem for me to get B4 for english, despite months of practise.
Times passes really fast.
In a blink of my eye, i'm taking o's and alr graduated.
It seemed like yesterday was still a sec1.
My results can bring me to a poly already.
However, after much considerations, i realised poly isn't the cup of tea for me.
Thus the plan had changed.
Aiming to go to tpjc.
If results are even better, mjc then.
But with high aims and high expectations, it also means the stress would be even higher.
Words like what if i cannot do it or what i fail to accomplish what i want came flashing in my head.
Apart from going JC, i actually aims to get 4 distinctions - 3 1's and 1 2's.
Somehow i believe i can do it, yet at the same time fearing i can't.
No point thinking, i would say.
Just give my best shot and live with no regrets.
Time to study again!

burned out!

2009-09-29T20:55:00.005+08:00

This would probably be the last post till 11 Nov.
Prelims 2 is over, Olevels is less than 3 weeks.
I got 14 papers of stress.
Basically i had improved tremendously in prelim2, compared with prelim1.
Scored L1R4 = 13 points.
Hmm...but im not satisfied with it.
Take it for science.
when i'm supposed to be A2 as the teacher had made an error in the marks.
The teacher refused to give back those i deserved.
Pathetic B3.
For emaths, without those careless mistakes i had made, i should be getting 90/100.
For amaths, i had underperformed for Paper1. Luckily i managed to cover it by getting 93/100 for paper2.
For combined humans, it's still pathetic D7.
However, my history improved from C6 to B4.
But!!! SS deproved from D7 to F9.
Can't believe it!
I actually did so badly for SS though im a historian.
Hopefully i can maintain my Aces.
More improvements had to be made in order to achieve my goal.
English and Humanities!!
B3 PLEASEEEEEEE!
I felt burned out.
I think i need to slow down my paste to recover my health, the cells i had lost.
Hopefully i can chiong at max power for the last 2 weeks.
Wish me good luck!

Double

2009-09-18T10:53:00.003+08:00

It's just another few more weeks.
Should i feel excited or should i panick?
Within this 2 months of intensive studying, i feel that i did improve.
So i estimated that if i continue working like how im doing now, i should be able to get L1R4 less than 15.
Hmm...but i think there is no meaning to it.
I feel like giving myself a challenge to get lesser than 10.
Which means i need to work doubly hard.
Sometimes i see people, who are not even smart, can easily become 8 pointers.
What have they actually done?
Did they practice all day long? Did they watch tv while they are free?
But so what if they aren't smart? Their results had earned them a place in this society.
Another concern is whether i should go JC or poly.
JC seems to be very fun with challenging people around us. Poly seems to be very bored. Especially the limited courses.
Can't they offer more courses that are interesting.
But if i go JC, this means that i would not have enough time to pursue my dream.
And by pursuing my dream, this means that i need money.
In order for me to have money, i need to work after o'levels.
This is like a linkage.

I'm only left with amaths paper 2 for prelims 2.
It was alright for english, emaths and science.
I predicted that i would fail combined humans by getting a D7.
CrapShit!
Need to push to a B3 for o'levels as it's required for many courses in poly.
But the way im studying is not effective.
Is there any ways u guys would suggest in boosting my grades?
My heart palpitates rapidly when i think about my amaths paper 1.
Somehow the paper suppose to be easy...but when the teacher gave us the 2008 o's paper to do.
I suddenly panicked.
My mind blanked out.
This weakness is killing me.
Especially when i can get an A for Amaths, i screwed up paper 1.
Hmmm...
I must somehow make sure this won't happen to my paper 2.

I had science paper 1 today
It was from 8 to 9.
Since the questions are 40 MCQ, we are allowed to go home after the paper.
I should be doing well for chemistry this time, except for 3 questions which im not sure with.
On the other hand, i wasted 1 mark on PHYISCS!!
That question was so bloody simple la!
Just add the 2 numbers they gave and that's the answer.
But inside my heart, i thought, " How can it be so easy? Was it a trick question? "
I was so afraid that it was a trick question.
Hence when people do north, i do south.
This means that instead of adding, i subtract it.
Fuck! This bad habit of assuming things had killed me.
Up to this point of time, i'm still crying for this 1 mark.
Perhaps this 1 mark can give me a B3 or A2.
Damn!

Another thing which i heard about was that there is no prom night in our sch this year.
That's a drastic change the principal had made.
The only ceremony we have is graduation day.
And on the graduation day, whereby the sec4s and 5s are seated in the hall, to watch a film.
Part of it is my class.
And i find it a mere stupidity, when the graduation day is before o'levels!
Like WTF!!

49

2009-09-02T19:11:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since i blogged.
I'm left with 49 days.
Prelims result was out last 2 weeks.
And i did fine, better than mid year.
However, it's still not enough to get into the course i want in poly.
Having second thoughts, i might really consider going to JC.
Reason being not because i want an Alevels Cert, but because i want to study psychology in uni.
However every choices got advantages and disadvantages.
Shall ponder about it after olevels.

Sometimes, i really wonder why people think i'm unable to achieve something.
I don't think i'm a failure.
I think i'm smart, honestly.
Just that this selective memory of mine has been a hindrance to whatever i do.
Yes, it's selective memory.
This tool is so powerful that it can become one weakness.
I can remember everything that seems to be so difficult.
But when i approach anything that is easy, i'm stuck with.
Or even forgetting what i'm suppose to do after a minute.
I really need the key to unleash my potential.
The key for me to succeed.
No matter how people critisize my work, trying to demoralise me, i had learnt to treat it as a motivation for me to succeed.

I really regret not preparing since the beginning of this year.
Now that i regret, it's a bit too late.
Hopefully all the obstacles would get out from my way, i just need to use more of my brain cells, i will succeed.
A month ago, i thought olevels is still far away.
Now that i think, it's just nearby the corridors.
I shall go study now!
Prelims 2 will start this friday.

2009-08-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

As time passes, the day becomes nearer.
Every night, i had difficulty sleeping.
Lying on the bed, looking up the ceiling, i began questioning myself.
Have i done my best? It's only less than 50 days now.
I felt rather demoralised upon knowing my MT results.
I do not wish that to happen to my other subjects too.
Having an aim to go to NP business studies with a cut-off point of 12 and below,
can i do it?
I do not deny the fact that i'm a slow learner, however once i mastered the skills, it will be close to perfection.
But from now til o's, isit possible to get my 3 distinctions?
I need to force out a B for my english as well, in order to make life easier.
But afterall action speaks louder than words.

2 more months

2009-08-03T21:07:00.001+08:00

OMG!!
U know what?
I think i will a range of D7 to C5 for amaths.
Sigh!!
I'm rather confident that my Paper 1 will get around A2 to B3, despite the careless mistakes i make.
Stupid!!
However, Paper 2 was a massacre. It was a brutal rape for most of us.
To my surprise, the top scorers in my class have difficulty doing it too.
I think i will get F9 for paper 2 man!
In my life, i have never ever done such a hard paper.
It was certainly harder than O's standard.
No choice, but to learn from the mistakes made.
Hopefully can absorb everything when we get back next week.
Another thing,
I'm rather pissed with blogger.
I can't post a damn picture.
A PICTURE OF YUI!
Arrggghh!!

Anyway, from last week to this week, i had watched quite a lot of japan drama and movies.
Two of the movies were Taiyou No Uta and Koizora.
Very very touching and sad romance.
Tears of emotion actually flowed out from my eyes while watching.
SAD!!
Also the japan drama i watched was called Hanazakari no Kimitachi.
It was about high school life.
Damn Hilarious!
Laughed crazily while watching.

Can't believe national day is just about 6 days away.
Time really flies so fast.
2 more months to olevels.
I supposed is either go for it or give up now.
Go for it! Of course...
But getting very nervous nowadays.
And also, this means that chinese o'levels result will be out next week!!!
Wahh~~~
Heart pumping rather fast and rapidly.
Holyshit~~

My sweetest addiction.

2009-07-31T22:41:00.001+08:00

It's been a long while since i went blogging.
Was rather busy in school and at home.
Study a minimum of 5 hours a day, other than having lessons in school.
Anyway, this week was prelim.
Hmmm....
I think i finally catch up for my science.
Should be able to get a B range for it.
E-maths was quite a killer.
Monday is a-maths paper.
I only managed to study parts of it by doing papers from other schools.
Kind of nervous that o's is coming.
I think i'm gonna make it.
Seriously, i think the problem lies with me.
If only i paid attention in class in the past, probably i will be doing fine now.
The only hope is to chiong as fast as i could and clear all my doubts.

Okay, recently i had watch a japanese movie.
I swear the actress, which is a singer, was like dam beautiful and cute lah.
Her name is YUI.
Omg!!
She is even beautiful than Megan Fox.
Can u imagine it...
She doesn't even need to put make-up.
Her beauty is natural.
I think i'm gonna dream of her tonight again,
and probably every night.
:D

2009-07-24T22:27:00.003+08:00

The only chinese song i listen to.
Very emotional.

曹格 - 寂寞先生

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪
无论多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡

Cute!!

2009-07-10T22:04:00.001+08:00

Look at how cute these children are!!

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2009-06-22T22:37:00.003+08:00

With determination,
I have decided not to go online, starting after sch reopens til O's.
At most, i go online only on sunday.
I feel that i have been playing more than studying during this holidays.
Studying like 1/2 hour, then go for computer games about 1.5 hour.
At this rate, i won't be able to acheive my target.
Time to chiong next week man!

06-06-09

2009-06-07T12:29:00.003+08:00

The most exciting thing in the bbq was having Jamie Hersch, SSO principal horn player, and Dr Kelly Tang, composer of the 2 overtures, participating it.
Initially, i thought there were alot of people going.
In the end, no.
Though it wasn't as fun as those class bbq, but it certainly gives me experience of improving myself in the music area.
Made a few friends as well, but didn't talk alot at there.
I even seek some advices from Dr Kelly Tang.
However, lots of efforts and hardworks must be put in in order to achieve the goal.
Well guess that's mostly what happened in the bbq.
A pity i couldn't attend deyi concert.

Pearl Harbor

2009-06-05T16:55:00.007+08:00

For the whole week, i have been going sch for intensive programme.
Sounds fun?
Actually is very boring as the subjects on this week are only english, chemistry, history, then SS.
Out of the four subjects, i enjoyed history lesson.
Watched movie on that period.
" Pearl Harbor"
It's very nice!
Not only i have learn the wars and situation people in during that historical events, i also enjoyed watching the sad yet touching romance.
It was very well written.
And u could even cry while watching it.
That's one of the best movie i ever watched.
The rest of the lessons were super boring.
The class attendance had been decreasing since day 1 til today.
Today i had left the class at 11am, when my lessons through this week end at 3pm.
Well all i could say it's boring, therefore i didn't go.
Kept thinking of the consequences.
But now i got a very good excuse.
Nope, probably reason.
Had High Fever and my head feel dam heavy right now.
Somehow it began when i went home from band.
Hoping the sickness will go away before tmr as i have to go to a bbq.
Can't wait for next week, u know.
Will be having the intensive programme again.
And the subjects will be all the subjects with numbers.
E-Maths, A-maths, Physics.
And 2 days without emaths lesson, therefore school starts from 11am!
Sadly to say, other classes start at 8am.
Laugh*

regretful

2009-06-01T16:00:00.003+08:00

Today was quite disastrous for me.
I didn't do paper 1 as well as in the past.
I ended the compo quite rubbish leh due to lack of time.
For paper 2, it was quite easy!
However, i don't think i can get an A2 is due to failure of time management.
Wasted 9 marks sia.
I regretted for not doing fast enough.
At the same time, i'm feeling mad.
Furthermore, the 9 marks i lost is on 2 easy question!
ARrhhhh!!!

Have been spending my days watching the korea drama "Likable Or Not".
This drama is currently showing 7pm at Channel U.
Though ch U is like only less than 70 episodes for now, i'm watching a dvd set which is now episode 145.
I strongly recommend u guys to watch.

first,second, last

2009-05-29T21:21:00.002+08:00

First of all, i'm very disappointed with my results for mid-year.
Did very very badly...
All the subjects deproved.
Honestly, im not even meeting the requirements of going in a poly.

Secondly, today was the last day of MT Intensive Programme.
Overall it was okay and it did benefited me.
And i also slept quite alot in the class.
Like tuesday, though i had slept in class in earlier on, i turn in quite early like i had never done so in my life.
I was like reading the chinese book after early dinner and i dozed off the next minute.
Slept for like more than 12 hours, til the next day, im running late for school.

In a flash of time, this coming monday would be O's MT.
In times, i seem to be lacking of confidence.
I'm very very worried despite i had studied.

Lastly, i had spent this few days thinking of what to do after O'levels.
Quite a hard decision.
There's pros and cons in every decisions i make.
But what will the outcome be if i have chosen the one i like to do?
& what will the outcome be if i chosen something i dislike?
Such a good yet complex topic to think about.

1st day

2009-05-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

It's the first day of mother tongue intensive programme.
It was alright.
Were given to do 2 papers and a compo today.
But there are times in class that i actually going to fall asleep.
Just another 6 more days.
I will have less subject to do.
However the requirements for my level not to retake is getting a B3 and above.
After school, ate at KFC and went to band.

I'm beginning to be bothered and worried by the same topic again.
Faint*

...

2009-05-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Let's keep it simple and short.
Basically for the past 3 days,
Studied, Gaming, Studied, and when midnight comes.
Movies!
Watched Bruce Almighty and Evan Almighty.
Not Bad Not Bad!
Quite funny...

12 ROUNDS!

2009-05-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

After spending 4 hours yesterday afternoon, i finally managed to arrange and sort out all the subjects notes and etc. into different category.
Sort of exhausting.
After that, dota again.
Tried to study for the O's MT exams, but it couldn't get into my head.
Damn.
It's less than 14 days.
After that i spent the whole midnight watching 12 rounds.
Got to say it is a very exciting and thrilling show.
Didn't like the ending.
I thought the director could have something more impressive.
Initially when i watched from beginning, i didn't quite understand what's the show was about.
As it goes on to each rounds, it was so "WOW"!
I was very shocked when the fat guy fall with the lift down til it crashed.
W=mg
Imagine how much the impact caused.
Damn...Exciting!

2 MAJOR EXAMS

2009-05-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

Guess what?
I was dota-ing for the whole day yesterday.
Didnt study for the 2 major exams - Social Studies and Physics.
And today.................
The SBQ in Social Studies was very difficult.
Damn.
I think i will get a pass in SEQ.
Henceforth, overall should be just pass.
Since Social Studies was dam hard, i thought physics would be even harder.
To my surprise, NO!!
Its dam very easy!
I think the reason why i find it easy is because maybe i used to take pure arr.
The questions were quite general and simple, just that the teacher who set it made alot of mistakes like not telling us the refractive index of air and etc.
High chance i should get a pass and a range (60-78)/85.
And today i was dota-ing again before i went for tuition.
Didn't really cover E-maths.
Not because im smart, i think i becoming more like a dota-addict.
Addicted to it once again and this is something dreadful man.

DOTA!

2009-05-11T20:08:00.003+08:00

After hearing what my tutor said, i suddenly grow an interest to learn computer sciences.
Do u know that computer science is one of the thing strongest in the world?
I didn't really notice about it, til he told us.
Powerful indeed.
You can just simply control the other party's computer through msn.
or
Manipulating others' hard drive through a click of it.
or
Causing disrupt to a computer like fooling others that their computer had hanged by taking a screenshot of their computer page, and then set it to their desktop.
or maybe
U can even get into the bank account!!
Powerful once again!
Apparently, all these could only be learnt in university but not polytechnics,
which is soso not good.

I have been back to the field of warcraft once again.
Losing all my 2 years strategies and skills, i was deemed dead on the field.
Nonetheless, this is a very good game as it trains us to use our "brain" thinking.
And, im once again a noobie.
Dammit!
I have not been using the 3 days breaks to study.
A total of 72 hours, i only spent like 4 hours studying and the rest is on entertainments again.
Someone just please slap me and wake me up!

2009-05-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

Dear Lucille,

I don't really know how to tell you this, our affair is over! I think I realized it when we skinny dipped in the bathtub as you were eating Kraft Dinner and I saw you sit on the elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand that i may pee my pants. I'm returning our matching snoopy underwear to you , but I'll keep the oil tank from your car as a memory. You should also know that I will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard and you ruined my attempts at another world war.

Best of Luck on Your Sex Change,
Ming Kwang

Controversial topics ongoing?

2009-05-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

After much considerations, i thought of making my blog to a discussion on topics that mainly contain controversial contents.
How's that? I think i will improve my english this way.
Don't u think so?
But shall do it when i have time.

Anyway, today had a hilarious day during class.
Missed recess as my class had to went for health-checking.
U see, there are some guys in my class was worrying if the nurse would check their private parts.
Haha, we deliberately exaggerated that the nurse would do funny stuffs to their "treasure", making them believed that the nurse would really do so, despite we already knew that they would not check.
Some joined in the fun too.
These became the topic in my class for that period.
Having the guys worrying in how the nurse going to check.
We got so many pervertic thoughts like nurse pulling it, squeezing it, etc.
Especially "what if while the nurse is checking, and he become nervous to the extent that he "steam" in front of the nurse, then the nurse go do "it". "
Then, all the guys like want go to the chio nurse.
LOL! Sounds disgusting to girls.
However, the girls in my class doesn't seem to mind that, perhaps they don't even bother about it.
haha.
That's like the joke for the day.

Somehow i'm disappointed and pissed with the attitude of mine.
Even though i told myself im gonna study hard for O'levels, but the inside desire of having entertainment stopped me from doing it. Its like URrgggh! I don't know will i make it anot, and exactly 25 more days, i would be taking O's MT paper. I don't wish to retake it!, but if i didn't do well and get at least a B's, the teacher gonna force us to retake.
Damn it.
I wish from now to November, everyone would give me a slap as a reminder of studying hard.
And i feel very guilty of wasting my parent's money on tuition when our financial burden is like no good.

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2009-05-06T17:17:00.008+08:00

F * * K!

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. . .

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. . . . .

. . . . . .

. . . . . . .

I GOT OWNED BY A-MATHS!!!

Dead!

2009-05-05T18:07:00.003+08:00

Apparently, my school sucks.
"Sucks" in the way that the way they teach.
I feel that i need to change this mindset of mine.
The mindset of giving up easily, heck care or shit.
If this mindset continues, i believe i wont be able to meet my targets.
And i be a goner in the end.

The past few days :
- Completed watching the whole episodes of E.U
- Watched Street Fighter (It was SHIT!!)

Midnight

2009-05-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

It's midnight now.
And guess what im doing now....
blogging, chatting and continuing watching dramas for the past hours.
I have spent 10 hours watching it while studying too.
Anyway lets continue back to the main reason why im blogging such a late night.
Today's topic is about those who got infected by the bugs in msn.
80% of those who got the msn bugs are horny people, and 20% are those known as computer noobs.
Upon seeing the perv links from their friends, these 80% tend to click to see how contaminate those webs are.
Oh well, should i say that they are digging into their graves.
Serve them right for clicking it.
But when this goes on, more and more people get infected by it.
Those who get infected after that are normally those 20%, the so called "innocent people".
They are curious as well about what's inside the web.
Not knowing what's inside, they click it happily, thinking that it is something relating to their research.
Luckily, im one of those people who are alert enough by not clicking it.

*Quoted from Charlotte Moron

E.U 3

2009-05-01T16:55:00.010+08:00

Had planned to study for the whole day.

but afterall, i couldn't resist the temptation of watching the latest hong kong drama.
E.U Season 3

Haha...meet my 2 hotties from hong kong.

Whhooshhhhhhhhhhhh~~ (:

*Horny*

Inspiring Lesson

2009-04-28T19:41:00.004+08:00

It's so heart-warming and touching to see that there are still people outside who doesn't give up despite failures.
Since they don't, why should i then?
I guess many of those who have facebook should have already seen this video.
Nonetheless, i'm still going to share with you guys this inspiring video.
A great lesson to be learn, isn't it?

Failure

2009-04-26T15:49:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very down right now.
For some reasons which i do not even know.
I seem to have lost the direction to my goal.
I can no longer feel a sense of belonging with the others.
I feel that when people need u, they tend to find u for help.
And when they don't, u're just a stranger to them.
I feel like im just simply a tool for them.
I feel that no one understands what i'm going through.
I feel as if i'm alone living in the world of darkness.
I feel that no one understands and appreciate the talent i have.
& i'm having the feeling of failing right now.
Failing in everything i do.

Wolverine

2009-04-26T12:23:00.003+08:00

I spent the whole midnight watching the dvd of X-men origins : Wolverine.
Strange huh?, the movie is not even out, yet i wonder where did my cousins get it from?
I guess it's probably pirated, but the video and audio quality are as though its from the originals.
My rating for the movie is probably 4/5.
The movie is freaking not bad.
I would say it's even nicer than the movie X-men.
The only bad thing about the movie is that wolverine shows not much of expressions and feelings when his girlfriend dies.
Also, i passed by a web article that maybe there will be another alternate ending for the movie.

Who says you're only young once?

2009-04-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

Let's rewind back to last 2 days.
On saturday, basically my class have to go to Parkway Parade in the early morning for flag-selling.
Haha, my clique went to kelvin's house after selling for about 15 minutes.
Slacked at his house while we watch "Mind Your Language".
After about 11.30am, we felt hungry and we decided to make a detour back to PP.
Ate there and went to popular to buy PENS!!
&13.30 for 8 pens.
Yes, my favourite kind of pen for writing essays.
After that, went to sectional outing to celebrate jane's and bryan's brithdays.
Went to watch "17 Again".
Not bad, quite of funny and lame.
But as the movie seems to go along, i'm able to predict what's gonna happen next in the show.
I guess the storyline of the plot is too simple and common.
But the last part of the movie was very touching when ZacEfron make the speech to the girl, whom i don't know her name at the court.
Perfect timing.
This would be a very good movie if u go to watch with girls. I suppose.
I think i just PS another of my companion who intended to watch that movie too.
Sorry if u're reading this.
And i just realise something.
"12 rounds" is already out like long long time ago.
Dammit. The other time when i watched the preview of it, i was determined to watch that movie.
I guess i'm not able to do so already.
Basically, i'm just left 1 month and a few more days to O'levels MT.
I'm pretty worried about how i will score for Paper2.
Usually i failed because of either close passage or comprehension written.
And when that happens, i can bid a goodbye to my B4 for overall.
I do not worry much about Paper1 as it is quite straight-forward.
You get ur format correct, u get marks.
You impress the marker with your ideas, u get ur marks too.
Hopefully the marker who is going to mark my paper is in a good mood, or else i think im gonna have to retake it again.

Victor Borge, What Does A Conductor Do?

2009-04-15T20:12:00.001+08:00

This video is so hilarious!

It's Quiz Time.

2009-04-14T20:54:00.006+08:00

1. The person who tagged you to do this quiz.
Tommy Gay Vong Leng

2. Your relationship with him/her is.
Friend

3. Your 4 impressions of him/her.
Cheeky, Smart, Dependable, GAY!!

4. Do you think you are better looking than him/her?
-.-

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said/did to/for you.
He borrowed me his graded assignment to copy. (I think he copied others too. LOL!)

6. If he/she become your lover you will,
I'm not gay! Probably he is!!haha

7. Do u think you all have anything in common?
We perform on stage for others.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will,
I can't imagine what's going to happen..

9. Do you think you smarter than him/her?
No. It's better to be humble.

10. Is this person pretty/handsome/hot?
Maybe.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is,
Errrr~~ That's almost the same question as No.3.

12. How would u think this person feels about you?
He thinks i'm too crazy and horny. :X

13. Would you want to be him/her?
Nahhh~ I prefer myself.

14. Is this person crazy?
Partially, he is mentally screwed!(Just Kidding!)

15. Is this person sexy?
To some people, he is.

Write the names of 21 friends you can think of and then answer the question.
1. Tommy, The Gay.
2. Br~~andon
3. Atikah
4. Bing Chao
5. Zhen Qun
6. Zhao Xun
7. He Tong
8. JanE tAn
9. Bryan Er
10. Boo Keong
11. RAMLAN!, aidil.
12. Sayidah
13. Siti
14. Fahk!rina
15. Shee-Rawr!
16. Charlotte
17. Lucille TAN~
18. Zheng De
19. Perri TAN~
20. Janson YUP!!
21. Samuel "Siao!"

How did you get to meet 7?(Hetong)
Band.

What will you do if you and 15 never meet?(Shee-Rawr!)
Indeed, we never met.

What would you do if 20 and 1 date?(Tommy, Janson)
I think janson will love so and tommy will cry for help. haha

Have you ever seen 17 cry?(Lucille)
She laughed til tears were flowing out of her eyes.

Would 4 and 16 be a good couple?(Bing Chow, Charlotte)
Wonderful.

Do you think 11 is attractive?(Aidil)
Unless i'm a gay...

What's is 2's favourite color?(Brandon)
ORANGE!!

What was the last time you talk to 9?(Bryan)
Before band ended today.

What language does 8 speak?(Jane)
Hainanese :D

Who is 13 going out with?(Siti)
Someone. Perhaps.

What grade is 12 in?(Sayidah)
Sec3.

Where does 18 live?(Zheng De)
Bedok South.

Would you ever date 17?(Lucille)
Never thought of that.

What's the best thing about 3?(Atikah)
She looks attractive in any pose.

What would you like to tell 10 now?(Boo Keong)
When can i get my L4D software?

What's the best thing about 20?(Janson)
He finally JABO-ed the class once.

Have you ever kiss 5?(Zhen Qun)
Unless im homosexual.

What is the best mermory you have with 21?(Samuel)
Plans what to eat during recess.

When is the next time you going to see 6?(Zhao Xun)
Tmr, i guess.

How is 14 and 12 different?(Fahkrina, Syidah)
I would rather give similar than different.
Both are SHORT! :p

Is 19 pretty?(Perri)
Average.

What's the first impression of 11?(Aidil)
Did he grow darker?

Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?(Jane)
No.

How did you meet 20?(Janson)
Sec1 Class and he also sat behind me throughout the 4 years of my secondary school life at 7.20am.

Is 1 your best friend?(Tommy)
SoSo.

Do you hate 12?(Sayidah)
No.

Have you seen 18 in the last month?(Zheng De)
Yea...

When was the last time you've seen 16?(Charlotte)
This afternoon.

Have you been to 5's house?(Zhen Qun)
No.

When is the next time you'll see 10?(Boo Keong)
When he comes to ping yi again...

Are you close to 13?(Siti)
Ask her. She knows the answer the best.

Have you been to a movie with 4?(Bing Chow)
Can't recall.

Would you give 19 a hug?(Perri)
Come, i shall give you a hug.

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.(Sayidah, Zheng De)
Lazy to. :O

When have you lied to 3?(Atikah)
Don't think so.

''Is 16 good at socialising?(Charlotte)
She tends to be anti-social some times and give people the "look".

Do you know a secret about 9?(Bryan)
I think he had a crush on this girl who lived far far away. I THINK ONLY....

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?(Bryan)
I don't know.

What's the worst thing about 6?(Zhao Xun)
I'm not in the position to comment on that.

Have you ever had a crush on 12?(Sayidah)
I will go "WOW!" if it does.

Does 14 has a Gf/Bf?(Fahkrina)
I think no.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in her face?(Tommy)
I does not only want to punch, i want to kick as well. Haha.

How did you get to meet 15?(Shee-Rawr!)
Long Story.

Has 21 met your mother?(Samuel)
For wad??

Did you ever physically hurt 3?(Atikah)
Not yet.

Do you live close to 7?(Hetong)
Average. Not too close, Not too far.

What's 8 favourite food?(Jane)
Anything that is EDIBLE!

What kinda car does 1 have?(Tommy)
Te~~ Car.

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before?(Bryan)
KL.

If you give 14 $100, what will he spends on?(Fahkrina)
I think she would spend on stuffs that make her hair nicer and straight.

Should I or Should I not

2009-04-12T11:24:00.002+08:00

Should I? or Should I not?
I'm in a dilemma right now.
If i do it, how many people will be affected by this?
If i do not do it, will i regret for my life?
I can't think of a good solution to solve this.
dammit!

SILVER!!

2009-04-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

SILVER!! :D

Yeah man!

Our hardwork finally paid off.

Do you know how happy i am?

We managed to keep our reputation.

The past few days we didnt do quite well.

But somehow i feel that the last run through of both pieces before going to SCH was better.

But it doesn't matter now already right?

Its over.

It's history.

After we left the stage, i was very nervous if we will get bad results as there were many mistakes made my individual sections.

Nonetheless, we made it through.

It was really very in tune for bar 60 of folklore for band.

Nothing could describe how i'm feeling.

ITS TMR!!

2009-04-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

Does anyone knows how im feeling right now??
Excited, Anxious, Nervous, etc.
Im just a few more hours away from my last syf competition.
Back then 2007, i wasn't even this nervous and anxious lah.
Maybe there are too many parts that i have to play alone.
Urggggghh!!!
I want to do my very best!!
I want to play to my best!!
Whatever reason it is, i want to play to the standard that no errors are being made.
I do not want to give myself any excuses that the hall is too cold, hence can't pitch high notes.
And yes after syf, there is speech day performance before i step down.
I can't imagine myself not going to band.
Band had like become a part of my life.
Something that i always looking for everyday.
Next month would be chiong-ing with my studies all the way.
No more copying homeworks.
There's advantages, yet disadvantages.
And yes tmr, we gonna do our very best, no matter what results we get.
Good Luck BANDIES!!!

The 19th.

2009-04-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Ranked 19th position for Napha Test 2.4km run.
Yeah, it might be nothing to most of you all.
but guess wad, ever after primary1, im no longer able to get good results for my overall napha test.
haha, its a feat to me.
Like i mention before, i've been listening to the bands that played in syf09.
After listening like 5 to 7 times of No.2, i already get bored with that song alr.
Somehow, i feel that No.1 is really very different, unique, nice awesome.
I don't feel bored listening to that piece.
But wheras, everytime i listen to it, i felt a tremendous feelings which makes me even excited, yet ........(Don't know what word is able
Especially part C and from part F onwards.
I think without euphonium and tenor sax, the song wont be nice at all.
Hmmm.......
syf for the band is just on wednesday.
Im starting to feel panick yet excited about this.

its coming...

2009-04-03T23:07:00.003+08:00

Meet The Parents Session

I'm so glad that only my form teacher spoke to my mother.
So glad that my chemistry teacher and english teacher didnt come during that time.
Most of the things that miss huang spoke to my parents were good, except for one.
haha
Had band prac today again.
SYF for us is nearing, 8th April.
Gonna do to my best, at the same time, im worried that if i can play nice warm quality in the freezing hall.
Warm Air!
From yesterday til now, i have been listening to bands that performed for the past few days during syf.
Some were really good.
While listening, i can sense their feelings and emotions that time.
Especially for the school, " St Joseph's Institution "
Wonderful m@n!!
They really deserved their GWH.
Going for napha test before going to band practice tmr.
I guess i will be chiong-ing all the way.
*SLEEPY*

Memories

2009-03-29T12:49:00.014+08:00

I always felt very happy when i viewed these pictures.
I feel that i have never regret joining band.
Nobody would ever understand the feel of it unless they are in band.
It is like a life-time experience.
I wouldn't ever forget how does it feel like in the band, how happy i was.
After every competition, despite the results we gotten, we were already happy and satisfied of what we got, as we put in all our best.
To me doing all the impossible are considered every great achievements i had ever achieve.

Now when i think back, i could remember how blur i was in sec1 and how notorious and attitude i was back then.
Band really made a big impact in my life.
There are also seniors whom i would never forget what they had taught me through these years.
These people whom i always remembered the lesson they taught me are boo keong, andrew, yilian, shakeela. (Please tell me if i have miss out anyone)
I could remember back then there was a time boo keong scolded me really hard in band and it was probably the first time for this particular mistake i made.
I always do not understand why did he actually scold mi for it until when i became the sectional leader.
I probably understand how he feels that time.
Andrew's nagging words seem to benefit me somehow.
After i changed to saxophone section, i remembered there was a time i felt like quitting band.
And yes, im serious.
I felt very bored and i actually envy those people who are playing sports below.
I felt that i was always on my own.
I was very sore with what i have as i was unable to play french horn.
I would question myself this always.
But after pymb and spfmb seperated, i no longer felt the loneliness i always had playing alone.
No matter how bored indoor was, yilian would create some jokes in the section which is so lame and stupid ar.
And for shakeela, i would remember how patient she was to teach me the running notes for sunrise, despite the fact that she could choose not to teach me.

Not long ago, i felt that the band's discipline and culture actually had dropped and changed in some ways.
Their mentality and attitude now are really different from those seniors who are from 2006 and 2007.
I was blaming myself and the others for this.
But somehow i understand recently that no one should be blamed of all these.
It's true that the older batch are much more stronger than now.
But different batchs along the way have different mentality.
I would say this batch their mentality are immature and those lively lively kind one compared to the past.
Maybe this would turn out good in future and maybe not. Nobody knows.

Well 9 more days to syf.
And next week, we would have practices everyday.
Which this means that high chance i would not be doing any homework til the competition ends.
Does this mean a good thing or a bad thing??
I hope we all would get the medal we all aiming for the competition, provided we put in all our best.

Life is really unpected and full of surprises.

2009-03-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Life is really unexpected and full of surprises.
Well as most of u all already know, a tragedy just happened not long ago.
Nobody didn't expect this to happen.
And its hard to believe that the tragedy actually falls on a cheerful, active guy like him.
He's now lying unconsiously in the hospital.
Everyone's expression changed when we were told about this.
Right now, all we can do is to give him moral support and prays hard that he will be out of coma soon.

lkjhg

2009-03-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

I'm really dissapointed what u told mi previously.
It just hurt me inside, but i know to u, it feels nothing.
I'm sure if u tell others what u had told me, they sure felt something inside their heart.

bryan+mk conversation

2009-03-20T23:44:00.003+08:00

I was feeling very bored.
The bhb Bryan suddenly nudge me in msn.
and this is how our conversation goes.

*deleted* as requested from bryan

_____________________________________________________________
& so our conversation continues...
as you can see....
bryan had fell in love with this girl.
Hmmm.....

The whole conversation is about bryan fell in love with this messy hair-style girl whom she lived far far far away from bedok. Happy bryan?

stress-ing on homework

2009-03-20T14:01:00.002+08:00

Well i'm actually blogging right now.
Woke up at 12.20pm and was facebook-ing all the way til now.
Have not even imcomplete any of my homeworks.
Dammit! It's graded somemore. *Panicked*
Guess what did the teacher gave us?

- Emaths Mock exam 2009 sec4/sec5
- Pure physics prelim paper
- Physics WS(chapt on Electromagnetism)
- English Prelimary Examination 2005 Paper 2 - Springfield Sec Sch
- English Prelimary Examination 2005 Paper 2 - Coral Sec Sch
- English WS(sort of book review)
- Chinese WB
- Chemistry Prelimary Examination Paper1 & Paper2 - C.H.I.J Sec Toa Payoh

See how much it is.
The school is dam crazy man.
While researching on something in the net, i saw these quotes that actually inspire me.

"You learn as much from those who have failed as from those who have succeeded."
- Michael Johnson

"It is possible to fail in many ways...while to succeed is possible only in one way."
- Aristotle

"Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value."
- Albert Einstein

Last Band Camp.

2009-03-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very restless now.
For don't know what reason, i can't sit still.
Even watching tv, doing hw.
Urghh!
Anyway, returned from band camp yesterday.
Ok let get it started from the 1st day of the camp.

Monday(160309) : Sectionals for awhile, then combined music. At night, Mr Surupon, a thailand university conductor, came to teach us music. I remembered clearly that the last time he came during my batch was 2006 outdoor period, teaching us on the part "firebird". I wasn't surprised that the band could play even nicer at part F for overture no.1 when he taught us.

Tuesday(170309) : Had PT. After breakfast, went for sectionals again. After lunch, we combined and played some pop songs - "The Incredibles", "Smoke on the water", "Livin' on a prayer".
Didnt really enjoy playing pop songs as i prefered those kind that are more classical.
Credits to the trumpeters for blasting all the 3 songs and i ended up having my right ear hurt.
Actually can't blamed them coz that is the feel for these songs. After dinner, we combined at an open area and did recording for our 2 indoor pieces.

Wednesday(180309) : Went for exchange programme at bedok town sec after breakfast. Woodlands concert band was there too. So the saxophone and horn section from the 3 schools combined together to work on overture no.1 til lunch time. After that pymb and btmb combined together to play as we were playing the same choice piece for indoor. I felt wasted as we didnt really got the time to talk with the other members from other schools and of coz, didnt have their email too. )=
Went to mac with zx, atikah, bing chow, zhengde after the camp ended. Soon alunmis came and we got hyper by the thing "Shit!" Went home after dinner.

I felt overall the camp benefit us. To a large extent, we did improve. But at the same time, these improvements were still not enough for a silver. & SYF is just about 18 days away.
There were a few things that really caught my eyes at bedok town sec. One of them is a poster hanging in their hall which states something about "Aptitude and Attitude". Cant really remembered the whole thing as it was like 3 lines long.

darkness...

2009-03-15T15:33:00.003+08:00

Someday, i will suffer from depression.
For reasons which i don't know, i can't control my temper and mood nowadays.
I will scold anyone for the slightest mistakes they made despite its not important at all.
I also find it very stressful to do homeworks, going home, going to school, etc.
How i wish i could be a lonely traveller who travels across the sea all alone.
In this case, i would not even need to think so much how others will feel and think about.
Even now staring at black space, i felt an awesome terrifying fear getting over my nerves.
It seems to be so exaggerating!
I don't know why.
I just can't find someone who really understands me.
Getting serious and sudden headaches out of no reason.
& i really hate those people who take things and friends for granted and treat us like their dogs
No bloody respect and manners man!
Such hypocrites pretend to have moral standard, but actually they don't.
Enough of all these.
Will be going for band camp from tmr to wednesday.

dodododo~~~~

2009-03-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

I'm here to blog once again.
Where shall we get started?
Ok. Lets start from monday.

Went to chinatown, then lower pierce reservoir.
Didnt really enjoy.
After returning to school, had to go to computer lab to write an descriptive essay about the places.

Tuesday, we went to the only tea-house in SG which is located at Tanjong Pajar.
Enjoy myself dam lot as i learn more about chinese tea culture.
Eg. The names of the different cups, the method and procedure while drinking tea and etc.
Went back school to do a MT reflection.

Wednesday which is today, historians went to SG museum.
Muahaha! I enjoyed many of the art pieces.
Beautiful!
A picture speaks a thousand words.
Uploaded all the beautiful art on facebook.

Also recently, i watched SuspectX, a film of Galileo.
As usual, its dam nice and exciting.
Other than that, it also includes a touching love story.
Yes. Touching.
Could hear people wiping their tears during the movie.
The next movie im gonna watch ASAP is Slumdog Millionaire.
It's NC16.
Anybody interested to watch it??
If u're born in 1993, most probably they would allow u in too as they counted by years instead of months.

Thursday, which is tmr. Will be having a-maths lecture for 4hours in AVA threate.
How cool can it be?
other classes in the cohort will having e-maths mock exams eh.
Which it also means tat tmr is the only day that i can and must clear all my doubts for differentiation.
Looking forward for a-maths tmr! (=

How to solve a rubix cube?

2009-03-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

And yes, how to solve a rubix cube?
Why did i suddenly mention this out of no where?
Because since last month, the 4E students had brought it to school and played during lessons.
And its like everyone knows how to solve it, except me.
So i went to youtube just now to watch the tutorials of how to solve.
In the end, 1hour was wasted.
And i still couldn't understand the formula of solving rubix cube.
Damn this rubix cube!

next week

2009-03-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

Just finish watching "Perfect Cut 2" on chU.
Anyway...
I passed social studies and history!
Did quite well in 1 of the SEQ in SS and history too.
Sadly i failed english.
About more than 3/4 of my class failed!
Dam hard. The comprehension.

Life have been so boring nowadays.
I do not have the time to play online games though i really want to.
Everyday of my life now is like packed.
Having being online everyday, the only 3 things i do is to watch shows, chat and blog.
Pathetic life isn't it?
I cant find anyone whose life is even miserable than me.

Worst of all, im gonna hate next week.
Monday, 4E/5N will be visiting Chinatown from 8am to 4pm!!
and then the following day, we will be going to Tanjong Pagar for MT learning programme.
Heard from the teacher that we will be learning more about chinese tea or that.
On wednesday, history students will be going to National Museum of SG.
haha and u know where the Geo students are going to?
Bukit Timah.
LOL!
Alot of them claimed that they should have taken history instead of geography.
haha some even volunteered themselves to join history class for only next week.
What a joke.
& yeah,
on thursday, my class would not be taking the e-maths mock exam!!
That means i do not need to revise all my sec3 work yet.
But we will have a-maths lecture on other applications of differentiations for more than 4hrs.
Friday, we will be going to the science centre from 8am to 12.30pm.
Out of the whole week activity, im only looking forward on wednesday and thurday.
The rest is a waste of time and money!
Actually, school had paid for us all the expenses.

our first concert!

2009-03-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

YEAH!

I pass my first pure chemistry for once ever since Miss Goh joined the school.

She added 2 marks on my paper for MCQ and my marks is now 23/45.
I know its no big deal as many people are able to score higher marks then me.
But still, its my first pass from july 2008 to now.
Despite me doing pure sciences, the marks shown in report book will be accumulate as combined sciences.
Urghhh!!
Please........i must pass my section B for phyiscs paper in order to pass sciences.
My section A for physics should get around 8-10/15.
And dammit i failed chinese.
And worst of all is that this was the worst marks i ever get for chinese in my entire school life.
Omg!
Even those whose chinese are normally lower than mine actually scored far higher than mi.
SHIT!!
I only get 1 right for that close passage. )=
Will be getting history paper on wed and perhaps SS tmr.
Heard from people that there are alot of failures.
and English too.

Anyway regarding about sat concert, i felt that that's the first time we actually played quite well.
Listened to the recording alr.
The beginning part we sounded like the actual recording.
But the parts after that, we played too loud already like, marching band.
But i guess everyone did their best for it.
So now, farewell to overture jubiloso!

While listening to how other schools performed in their set piece and choice piece.
I tink tkgs played very well for their overture No.2
and there was this school band called Zheng Hua Sec Sch.
Their horns' players are extremely good and their sound really in tune, and their 5 players sound like one.
They are playing overture no.1 for indoor.
This are 2 bands that really impressed mi for now.

Tmr there will be sound check at S.C.H
Guess the time for the sound check?
9pm to 10pm!!
Wahh no need do any homework!
haha...dam late!
by the time reach school, its already 10.45pm, not including having dinner.
:P

Seeking for a better day tmr!

Reflection.

2009-02-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

Alright basically CT has ended.
All i could say its that the tests were really hard.
But nonetheless, i did studied throughout.
Got back some of my results already.
Fast right??
For a-maths, i scored 20/30.
Though miss huang put "good" beside my marks, i felt very dissapointed with my marks.
I shld have gotten 25 lah.
For e-maths, did exceptionally well.
4 marks to full marks!
if i wasnt scam by that question!
Haizz but the results in my report card wont be as nice as the marks in my CT.
Coz didnt do well in all my e-maths class test.
Kept forgetting that there's test. -.-
I think this shows that i really do need an organiser book.
For pure chemistry, i....................................................
FAILED!!
by 1 mark.
Dammit.
Was one of the 5 failures in the class.
The rest of the papers will be getting soon.
I have a bad omen that i will fail combined humanities.
If it does, its probably due to history.
For my 2 language papers,
I'm not very sure.
English was very tough and for chinese,
the close passage was very "chim"...all the words never seen or read before one.
The only easy section for chinese paper is the written compre.
I think im gonna score in that.
For pure physics,
Comfirm fail!
All those points i studied, didnt come useful in the paper.
My new phyiscs teacher sucks!
He cant even teach properly, whole class don't even know what's he talking in class.
Somemore he claimed that he has 25 years of experiences being a teacher in JC.
I couldn't believe it!
Initially, i thought i will pass my physics under being taught by a JC teacher.
After knowing how he teach, i think i will have to rely on myself in this area.
Trust me, whoever taught by him sure get unexpected results!
Arggghh..........
Olevels is like months away.
I gonna buck up on my language subjects and sciences.

Cant wait for the concert on saturday.
Im feeling very excited about it as its the first time pymb going to perform in S.C.H, but
to some extent, im worrying about it.
Afraid that some of the sections might "cock-up" on the day itself.
Nervous?, Cold?, Stage-fright?
These are fears that can be conquer.
So if u guys are reading this post,
please do something about it.

How well we play in the concert will reflect on how well we do on SYF.

DREAMS?

2009-02-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

Everyone do have dreams?
Don't we.
Sometimes there are alot of obstacles preventing us persuing dreams.
Money is one of the problem.
Yesterday i went to the net to read on the details of different JCs and Polytechnics.
& NAFA too.
There are so many courses that awaits we people and some courses, i think its more worth it studying than going to JCs.
After 3 hours of reading, i make a conclusion of what i want to go and do.
There are 3 paths for me right now.
These 3 paths do have their advantages and disadvantages.
I haven been thinking this for the whole night.
If i take the wrong path, what will eventually happen to me?
I thought.

title-less

2009-02-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

School as usual.
Today band was abit unusual.
Do not know for what reason.
I felt that everyone had improved in a certain extent.
Hmm....
Having a-maths test tmr.
Im going to study later...for sure.

Anyway yesterday i had listened to a recording of a "band" playing Overture No.2
Wow!
Awesome.
It's also very written like no.1
The beginning and ending of the song was very grand and slow.
NICE!!
I like the way how the composer arrange the song!
Didnt really like the middle part of the song.
Still,
I prefer No.1 than No.2
For No.1, i think its a better choice for marching band.
For No.2, its better for concert kind band.
Hmmmmmm................

Mouthpiece!! What i exactly want?

2009-02-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

I have been browsing on the web for this two brands - Stock Custom and Engelbert Schmid
since last 2 days.
Can't believe that there are so many factors to choose a suitable mouthpiece
and the size of the cup depth would determine how bright or dark ur sound.
I have been thinking if i should buy a mouthpiece for personal use all this while.
But there are too many disadvatages than advantages about it.
Advantages
1. Allows me to play even better in sound quality coz the mouthpiece suits my lips.
2. Able to use it anytime i want.
3. Able to last for decades.

Disadvantages
1. A mouthpiece does not cost cheap.
2. Not easy to find the kind that suits me coz im still unable to understand what my lips really need.
3. Alot of reseach must be done before.
4. If im able to go to a JC, most probably it would benefit me. But if i go to a poly instead, it totally does not benefit me due to personal reasons. Henceforth, its equivalent to wasting money.

Can't even believe its so troublesome to find a mouthpiece that suits you.
And im not really sure what exactly i want yet!
*Sigh*
Going to turn in now...
Anyway............

One Last thing before i end.................

Happy Valentine's Day.

For those who celebrating it, good for u!
& for those who don't, the day will come very soon.

a hilarious article!

2009-02-07T23:26:00.007+08:00

LOL!!
I just gotten some nice stuffs from ZQ blog.
I'm sure after u all go to this link, u all would burst into laughter.
Serious!
No joke...
[Click on link below]

When Your Credit Card Signature Fun Backfires
Drunk Republic - Saturday, 07 February 2009

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Noah's Ark

2009-02-03T18:07:00.002+08:00

Stress!!

Noahs Ark - Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra
one of the best i ever heard...
Especially at 08:21
Relaxing piece...

Exchange Programme

2009-01-31T23:22:00.002+08:00

Is today a horrible day for everyone?
I doubt so.
Everyone by now should have realise how far their standards in playing music.
I feel that its a good thing instead of a bad.

Yes, exchange programme at Chung Cheng High(Yishun).
Firstly we all had individual bands combined.
As soon as we did our warm-up as a whole band there, Bedok Town joined us, followed by Ahmed Ibrahim for Overture No.1.
Can u imagine that?
3 Bands actually combined together and played Overture No.1 under the baton of the same conductor.
Well it wasn't that bad, though it is.
Soon, the 6 different bands come together and every band gotten a chance to play their set piece and choice piece for everyone.
How we did?
Set piece was alright, Choice piece was horrible.
There is a high possibility tat we would change our choice piece despite most of the band members disagree to it.
Hope the new choice piece would be something interesting and fun.

After that, had sectionals.
Lunch break and then.........
All the hornists, trombonists and woodlands' band's saxophonist come together for combine music under Mr Ong.
Imagine it.
this 2 sections from the 6 bands come together and play as one.

Had a last time of playing the set piece and choice piece at the stage before we leave.
This time we actually sounds better, but still bad.
Perhaps the members were scared tat Mr Poh would change to the choice piece,
or it might be that they have learnt something from other bands.
That's why we all sounds better. I guess so?

Hmm...for me i actually heard some good sound quality of french horns from other schools.
For the set piece, i dn really enjoy the way tat how the other bands played.
I know that im not in this position to comment on it. But still....
Okay...some of the bands tat played the set piece without any emotions.
The others is because either some parts too loud or else too soft.
Their sound level seems to remain the same all the way.

I felt tat there was a particular band which i forgot their name plays very well at part F.
The saxophone soli.
The way they express their feelings weren't the same like how the others did.
Can't really describe it.
This particular band actually plays quite well.
There might be some of the people dn like the way they play.
Anyway their horns and were awesome too for part G.
Their feelings were able to be felt.
Their bar 49 to part F was very unique.

Hmm...overall i feel that this exchange programme was a good experience for everyone.
Hope everyone in band seriously learn something from it and able to use it in preparation for indoor.
The only bad thing for me is that in this exchange programme, i was not able to communicate with other schools.
TskTsk...

feeling troubled with mixed feelings right now...

2009-01-30T23:39:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling troubled and with mixed feelings right now.
What should i do?
If i have it done the way i want, it would affect alot of the people.
But if i don't, it will be sth tat i will really regret for the whole of my life.
I really need some advices.
Kind souls please help me.

Decade

2009-01-27T02:20:00.003+08:00

Whoosh~
I think im over hypered right now!
Just had a bath and i feel dam shiok man!
Came back from aunty hse not long ago.
U all mus be wondering that why i bai-nian until so late?
I also do not know the reason. Seriously.
Right now my house is like a blast.
Im blasting my loud-speakers with all my english songs like nobody's business!
Turning on the tv volume to 5% more to max!
Drinking a cup of iced milo! Eh wait!....not 1 cup, probably 2 cups.
Hoping that policeman wont come knocking on my door right now.
I don't think im dreaming right now!, im awake.
Anyway k.m.r Decade has been upload on youtube.
Exciting!
2009 k.m.r series is really dam different.
It's no longer tat boring kind.
In this series, characters from the past series will be seen.
I can see that the climate of the new series will be one of the best in history.

Ohh shit!
I just realised i have not done any of my homeworks!
Die~~~~

happy CNY

2009-01-26T14:38:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Yesterday had steamboat at grandma's hse for reunion dinner.
Ate quite alot but felt hungry in the end.
Then gotten hong-bao.
After i ate, my cousins and i went to pick my 2nd aunt from work at east coast.
Hmm....went back and watched tv.
So i stayed at grandma's hse from 7 plus to 12.30.
And then the whole family decided to go to temple.
Firstly, we all went a hainanese temple which none of us ever been there.
Was lead by my 2nd uncle to there.
Hmm...tat temple is like very different from those kind of temple that i always been.
Is at the opposite of singapore prison there.
After that, we went to loyang temple there.
Alot of people, really dam lot.
There is a part in the temple which there are 6 living cows lying on the floor.
I was amazed by it.
After that, we all decided to go home since most of them are falling asleep.
Reached home at 3.30am.
Will be gg bai-nian later at around 4 plus.

I was really dissapointed.
15 years living together yet u don't even understand me.
I was never in ur eyes.
U rather me to failed then wasting tat amount of money!

Kelly Tang

2009-01-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

I must really admit that "Overture No. 1 for wind bands" is a great and awesome song.
U really wont get bored listening to it.
When u listen to the melodies, the feelings will really dwell into ur mind though u are not playing.
And even the cheeky parts and running notes, it just purely gave everyone the "feeling".
Its amazingly composed by a singaporean - Kelly Tang.
Like finally, singapore actually produce such a wonderful composer.
Feeling really bored right now.
Got no mood for CNY.
Well i bought a pair of shoes for CNY on tuesday.
Yeah it looks really nice and the base of the shoe dam stylish.
In fact i wanted to buy another brown pair instead of the stylish base one.
No size for me ]=

I have been over-confident of my 2 mathematics subjects.
Cant really maintain the standard that i scored for final years.
Have dropped to the extent that i just pass for the test.
Hmmm....time to buck up!

Guiltily

2009-01-19T16:36:00.003+08:00

Im feeling really very guilty now for being not able to go band practice for today.
(For the 2nd time in the past 4 years.)
Was having high fever for 3days alr.
Instead of moving decreasing in the temperature, it went even higher.
To the extent that the doctor say i was lucky to visit her earlier or else i might need to go to the hospital to check if there's brain damage.
Sounds very exaggerating right?
I know it is.
Apologise to those whom i have caused trouble for them especially to the section.
Its my fault for not taking good care of my heath.
So the only remedy that i could save the situation before friday is to rest well.
Henceforth i doubt i would be gg to sch tues and wed.

Anyway i was very happy and pleased with my performance during PE.
I broke my first record in my whole life by getting 12.05mins for 2.4km trail run in the field.
FYI, i had always get bad results of it for my whole secondary school life.
Anyway after i ran the 2.4 trail run jus now, i did not felt tired at all.
I though i could still continue to run another 5 more rounds.
If im not wrong, the reason tat i could still run is the way i breathe.
Instead of breathing oxygen into my lungs, i follow the new method of breathing(when playing instruments).
It really works ar.
Im gonna to aim for 11mins for the actual 2.4km run.
Another thing to work on is to get at least a pass for pull-up.
Really disgraceful that i cant even manage to do one.

Additional Post

2009-01-18T12:21:00.003+08:00

After going round to read others' blogs.
I realise i had forgetten to mention sth.
The ''volcano'' didnt erupt yesterday sia.
Coz of that, everyone were very happy and hyper.
On friday, "volcano" actually erupted and burst into rage.
Everyone was dam shocked and scared, which that includes me.
It's been so long since i see him so angry and mad.
Reason is because alot of them didnt take down notes and they all ended up in which their scores kena crumpled and their files flew 3m away.
I guess it was his last straw on friday, also that might be the reason for why he didnt burst in rage yesterday.

Parents' Meeting Session

2009-01-17T19:03:00.003+08:00

Alright yesterday had a parents' meeting session.
It was a last minute decision that all secs4 and secs5N have to stay back for it.
So went but my parent didnt tag along as usual.
After the 1hr30mins talk, i realise it was how hard for me to at least go to a poly.
Firstly one of the criteria is to pass combined humanities.
HolySHIT :X
Now mr samuel wee took over ms cher position to teach us history.
Im starting to think how am i gonna pass it in his class.
I think combined humanities, and languages subjects is my main concern.
Anyway i had dropped to combined science...which is good for most of my classmates.
Disadvantages of it is that despite we had dropped to combined science, we will still be learning the same thing as pure science, pure science homework.
.....
Only mid-year and final-year paper will be for combined science. -.-

Its just 11 days since school reopens.
Yet we are facing such amount of stress.
Everyday in school, teachers never fail to give us homeworks.
Life is really different from the past.

SYF indoor is around the corner...
Seriously i have no confident of this year.
Im really afraid that we all would get a COP or a bronze for it, despite how hard we tried.
In some occasion, we really sound nice.
But most of time, we sound like COP band arr.
The more i practise my high notes, the lesser chance im able to pitch it.
I do not know what exactly had go wrong.
The more i use the new method of breathing, the more im not able to hold for 16 counts.
Haizz....
really must find out the cause behind all this.
Tonight im gonna turn in early...
really very tired this few days.
Having a fever now....
Hopefully fever will go away before tmr.

Eroica

2009-01-13T19:24:00.003+08:00

Alright yesterday was the release of Olevels result for 2008.
All the sec4s were to go hall to witness our seniors taking result.
Soon we will be in their shoes.
Many of them were very happy.
When i was witnessing they all taking their results, i suddenly thought "what kind of results will i get for this year?"
Haizz negative stuffs again.
Anyway....
I saw this nice music video from youtube.
London Symphony Orchestra - Eroica
Nice trumpet solo!!

CCA carnival

2009-01-11T14:35:00.003+08:00

Few days have passed after 2009 has started.
I have yet to work towards my resolution for the year.
The past days in class have been falling asleep.
In preparation of cca carnival, i have been going sch early and coming home late.

10-01-09
Woke up at 5.30am and went to sch.
Had to reach sch in 6.00 for the setting up of booth.
Our performance was a success.
But this year things aren't going smoothly.
We are not suppose to give out flyers or put posters.
Also not able to pull members in or walk around the school.
All we can do is to stay at our booth to wait for people to come.
I would say this put us in disadvantage.

So after CCA carnival, had band practice.
The practice was dam interesting and fun than other practices in the past.
We learn the proper way to breathe when playing an instrument.
100 jumping jacks will make us to breathe even better :X
After the practice, the band went for a concert at NAFA.
Just Brass Esemble
from 7.30pm to 9.30pm.
The concert was AWESOME!
There is a part of the show that only 4 hornists playing.
" Quartet No. 1 for Four Horns "
Super nice and good.
I finally hear the sound which a horn should sound like.
Though its nice, i don't really like it coz whenever i hear the metal sound coming out from horn, my body will seems to be at shock and i tend to shiver.
Don't know why too.
Not only horns were great, the trumpets was good too.
They could really control their sound and it was very in tune.
Really very.
When the tubists and the euphonium players play, i could feel that there was base and warmth fill in the entire hall.
Really amazing, isnt it?
And for percussion, the sound from snare was ______.
Dont really know what word to describe it.
But i like the sound.
I do not really understand what's a good sound from a trombone.
But i definetely know how to differentiate a bad sound from it.
Actually there is another concert today.
Intend to go with the band again.
But.....
I woke up late and realise i have lots and tons of homework that have yet to be done.
)=

dissapointed once again

2009-01-03T22:57:00.003+08:00

Was kind of dissapointed of myself these past few days.
I think i had lost my ability to play running notes very fast.
Perhaps?
Cant play the scale study from the I-recommend well.
It's either the moving of my fingerings not fast or else i get the wrong pitch.
Or maybe...
It's because i cant sight-read low notes below the lines fast and well enough.
I think im gonna focus on that part by sight-reading more kind of it, then practise the scale-study from very slow and gradually increase the speed of it.
Will this make perfect?
I just wonder.

Sometimes, i do feel that others are underestimating my strengths.
I just do not know how to put my words.
Its like they people sometimes tend to focus on my weakness, than seeing my strengths.
Well if only u all do understand.
Its kind of sad when this happen to anyone of u people.

It's very evil and bad for me to laugh at others when someone make mistakes.
Take an incident from today's band prac.
When we combined music in the hall for the orientation, trumpeters got scolding as they cant differentiate where is their right and their front.
I was there laughing off.
It's so bad to do so, but i really cant control myself.
Their expressions after they make the mistakes was like "wtf what was he talking about?"
hahaha.
and obviously they cant differentiate their left and center for a long time lah.
I swear its dam funny.
But i too know how to control myself, when things tend to get even serious.
Hmm...
Band prac on monday.
And im gonna spend my day studying and finishing my homework before monday.
Like Shit.

End of the year.

2008-12-31T16:52:00.003+08:00

Alright im back from band camp...
Firstly, we completed both the set piece and the choice piece.
Though choice piece wasn't perfect, but we improve tremendously this past 3 days.
Let me summarise everyting from the first day of the camp.

First Day:
Went for pure science diagnostic exam. Then went to band camp.
Had sectional music for Overture No.1.
Able to clear all my doubts for that piece.
So after that, combine music til dinner if i remembered clearly.
At night, individual sections practise for the drill competition.

Second Day:
Morning PT.
Went for pure science disgnostic exam after that.
Played overture jubiloso for the whole day.
After dinner, there was a last practise for our formation for drill competition.
So about 8 plus, the competition begins.
I gt to say that all the section was really good. - Alot of ideas
Well things have been going the way as what the section wants.
1. Best Section 2008(6th dec)
2. We scored gold for the drill competition with a score of 84...cant remember the exact score.
Just 0. sth mark to gold with distinction. I think its good to see that everyone in the really put in alot of effort just to put up a good show for the band and also our seniors.
Most importantly, the stuffs we done like the powder effect, spinning instrument in a different way, etc. gave alot of ideas for syf 2010.(i guess so)

After that, went for a bath and finally nightwalk.
Stationed at one place...it was dam bloody warm as we have to wait for all of the other members to walked finished it.
So i just jumped out from nowhere when someone walked passed my station.
Some were frightened and of coz there are times that this plan didn't work.

Last day(which is today):
Combined music all the way from 7.30am to 12 plus.
Went for lunch, fall in, then dismissed.

These gonna be my last post for the year.
And sadly to say, O'levels next year too.
Stress Man!
Also i should have spent my holidays wisely.
Wasted.
& lastly...

Happy New Year to everyone!

The Witch and The Saint

2008-12-26T20:14:00.006+08:00

Currently " The Witch and The Saint " is on the repeat track.
Just cant stop listening to this wonderful piece by Steven Reineke.
& whenever i listen to this piece, i would keep imagining about the things that took place though i don't really know what had happened.
I believe that behind this wonderful piece lies a sad story as it gives me a feeling of a melancholy story being told through the strong music phrases.
True enough, when i research more about the song just now, i found from yahoo that there's indeed a sad story that leads Steven Reineke to compose it.
So here goes the story...

Helena and Sibylla were twins born in Germany in 1588. In that era twins were a bad omen and said to draw evil towards them. The girls also had the gift of foresight and were able to see that which had not yet come to pass. The suspicions of the general public were supported once the girls were old enough and began using their ability.

Sibylla was raised at home and it took very little time for the village to notice her unexplainable knowledge of the future. When they did, She was labeled witch and sorceress by the townsfolk and was hated and feared. She led a quiet, empty childhood being bullied and shunned by society.

Helena led a very different life. She was sent away to a convent to be raised in the church as a nunn. Once her ability was discovered the community revered her and she was seen as a saint and sage by everyone and given the highest respect by even the wisest of men.

The two girls grew up facing their own challenges and struggles trying to fit into the societies in to which they had been placed. Helena continued her life as a saint and prophet and Sibylla learned to be a midwife and helped the people as best she could. She was eventually accused of being a witch and sent to jail for life. Helena learned of her sister’s trouble and raced back to the town they had been born in to rescue her sister.

Helena freed her sister from the jail and they ran off towards the forest. Before they got very far, however, they were captured. In her fear of the wrath of the villagers, and of the torment, Helena drank a poison and died in her sister’s arms. Sibylla’s heart was shattered, and while still grieving the loss of the only one in the world she had ever loved, she buried her sister’s body. She then rode off to find a place where she wouldn’t be known as a witch. She was never seen again.
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Nice and sad story isn't it?
If only the band can play this wonderful piece...

merry christmas

2008-12-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

There was a committee outing yesterday in regard of celebrating christmas.
We went to swensons in marina square though we already planned to eat at seoul garden.
Ate fish-and-chips...cost 13.00 plus.
Serving was small but it was nice afterall.
So after dinner, we sat down at there and exchanged gifts.
After exchanging gifts, the girls went "home" and the remaining of us went arcade and walked around the shopping malls.
On our back home in the mrt train, we chatted alot of stuffs and soon we reached bedok.
Walked back home while chatting.
Reached home at 10.30pm.
And continue watching the korea drama, " The Time Between Dog and Wolf ".

another day

2008-12-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

Alright...had sectional marching from 7am to 1pm.
Very tiring eh...and furthermore the weather is so hot.
Ok we completed the formations for the drill competition...just have to perfect it and more gimmicks.

After that, the section went for sectional outing to celebrate boo keong's birthday.
So we went to e-hub to watch twilight, though we intended to watch YesMan.
The beginning parts of the movie is very boring and complicated....
'' Bella fell on the ground saying ouch with no face expression and reaction '' -.-"
The only part which makes me dam excited is during the fighting part between the 2 vampires.
Was hoping in my heart that bella wont die after kena bitten.
The sound effect for that was like dam shocking and loud...completely fit the scenario.
I think tat there will be part2 for twilight movie.

After the movie, we went to pasir ris beach for sabotage and the birthday cake.
Went home while the others went to eat dinner.
and here i am right now blogging.

Was quite satisfied during yesterday band prac.
As we completed overture jubiloso in just short 2 days.
Though our music is not up to standard, i think we able to practise our sound quality and intonation in this 3 months.
Of coz there might be a chance we're be playing an even more challenging song which i guess everyone do hope so.
Unless we improve in our music playing, or else we will never make it.

Have not even started on revising phy and chem.
Just didnt have the time to do so.
Also have not even finish 1/4 if my a-maths hw....
SHIT :X
These few days have been waking up dam early and slept late at night.
I guess i shall start turning in now.

Eupho great sound!

2008-12-20T13:48:00.003+08:00

Supposed to blog yesterday....
but didnt as i was too tired.
*rewinding in process*
Went to school yesterday after i woke up as i need to collect money from the SLs for the files.
It's abit too rush...but it can't be helped.
So went to united squares to collect it. [United Squares not United States(=]
After eating at there with ht and kh, went to the euphonium master concert (Maybe its class instead of concert, as there is only the eupho player and the pianist)
We spent a long time finding Young Musical Society...No ones know how to go.
So walked for a long time, then decided to take a cab to tat place.
After we take cab, we still not able to find our way until when mr poh calls and told us that he's right behind of us.
Based on the coating on the walls and the height of the building, it looks like a small temple instead and its located in the very inner part of the lane.
So went in.
Not long after, wj, joel, elham, bryan came.
The show was really a good and splendid one.
The eupho player is able to produce very nice sound when playing melodies.
Though i don't really like the sound he produced when he plays running notes, it was very clear.
Suprisingly before the 4 of them came, the eupho player is able to pitch french horn high G!
Really good man!
This is my first time going to this kind of show which only the eupho-ist plays and also the first time hearing such a wonderful sound from the euphonium.
After the show ended, went to plaza sing to eat and we went window-shopping for a while.
So i left with ht, leaving the rest behind.
Reached home, settle all the things for the files.
Went to sleep.
Also i finish watching the latest korea drama about doctors.
Whoosh~

new holton horns.

2008-12-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

Had sectional music at foyer from 9am to 11am.
After that, went to canteen for committee meeting.
Whoosh~
New holton horn had arrived.
Its freaking smaller than conn horn.
& i find the sound produced by the new holton is nicer and round than conn horn.
Maybe u all find what i say is exaggerating.
Now i think back, i felt quite lucky.
Coz since sec1 til now, i had already used 3 new instruments.
Silver Saxophone for indoor period, marching horn for outdor period and now finally
a holton horn for indoor.
Hmm....
while the meeting, joel, zx, me went to jiafeng house to complete the brochure for sec1 orientation.
Manage to finish it, but none of us actually know how to combine the parts together.
So we brought it back to school and seek advice from mr. poh.
In the end, we have to redo it.
After the meeting ends, sayidah's dad fetch wj and i back as we had to carry many horns back.
The old one and the new one.
Haha i think that's what exactly happened for the whole day.
Right now trying to complete A-maths homework.
Mathematics AGAIN!! )=

Back

2008-12-11T11:07:00.002+08:00

Okay u know what?
I'm Back.
Lets start from the malaysia trip.
It was f***ing boring!! Dam waste money lah!
The only thing that makes me feel excited is the food there.
Wow! The trip package only 60 sing dollars with food and transport included.
IIt was like a feast when eating lunch and dinner at there.
U know what the trip package include having a tour in fruit farms.....
But we have to pay 18RM for the entrance fee.
This is the part which makes everyone angry.
Suppose to have a tour in the fruit farms, and the tour guide for the fruit farms walk his own way.
And when he talks, no one even bother to listen coz all the names for the fruits contaiin super long letters.
U can go pluck fruits from trees but u end up paying 500RM for one fruit.
haha u all shld know why.
After that, walked walked.
and they give us a package of fruits.
Perhaps that's the worst fruits i had ever eaten.
Tasteless watermelon, sour honeydew, etc.
This is crap! money wasted.
when comes to shopping, its even worst.
So after reaching home with freshly clothes on, online and chatted....

Next day, went to collect my books for next year. Too bad had to wait for 17th dec then can get uniforms and pe attire.
Late afternoon went to collect my horn and have sectional like about 30mins.
Sound quality produced are very different from sound quality produced in school.
Just cant wait to go to school man.
Here goes another of my boring post.
The End~

Tmr!

2008-12-08T21:44:00.004+08:00

haiyo....Not Again!
Tmr will be going to malaysia again.....
*Sigh so boring*
Will be leaving at 5am and be back on the following day 10pm.

Life gonna be so boring without band prac.
Not able to practice music....
Really cant wait for 18th dec.

Im still in the holiday mood.
I was given tons of homeworks from my a-math tuition teacher and yet i have not even started a single of it.
Reason for this is tat i still have not understand about the new topic differentiation!!
Aww~
Headache...
Not to mention studying for my pure science examinations which is like on 29 and 30 dec.
Arrr~~~~Really no mood man!

Time has really passed so fast!
It seems that i was only sec one yesterday....
just joined band preparing for outdoor!
I think that period of time was my happiest and enjoyable moment in my life.
So fast....im going take O'levels next year.
*Speechless*

I dreamt of something strange yesterday night.
Really hope that the dream will come true though its already impossible.
I think people will only dream of this when they started to miss people.

R.O.D

2008-12-05T19:35:00.002+08:00

R.O.D is jus tmr....
*Panicking!
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Dissapointing...efforts like no use

2008-12-03T21:15:00.006+08:00

Once again i hear the news which is quite dissapointing and depressing for me arr.
Not depressing but somehow to the extent.
For others it might be a great news...to me when i first heard it, i feel totally no mood, no feel, jus completely moody.
Haizz.....
Well sometimes life is just so unfair arr.
All the hardwork that have been done were not even appreciated.
Maybe what have u done, people might not see or feel it and they don't even appreciate it.
But as long as u think is right, i feel tat there's nothing to be ashamed of and its something that is proud of. Isn't it??
But another of my mind kept telling me that i should fight for my rights instead.
Well i also feel like doing so, but if i do, it might be unfair to the other party and others might even say u selfish.
I just feel that like as if u work so hard to build my 'empire' and one day u pass it to another person....yet all the credits go him instead of u.
Can u all feel it??....
I really don't know what to do....
Its like very unfair!
I really need someone to guide me and talk to me.

Had band today...
While Sectional Marching, my mouth suddenly twisted siaa...
I don't noe how it happen and i want to find the answer.
After a while, it turns to normal.

Kim Jeung Woon - So In Love

2008-12-02T17:42:00.003+08:00

So In Love
Kim Jeung Woon

Spring, summer, fall & winter dreams..
Those are shinning like a star
They keep whispering,
"I'm so in love with you"

Spring, summer, fall & winter love..
It is breezing to my heart
And it keeps telling,
"I'll make you rainbow smile"

I remember when we were angels,
when we dreamed about us
All my days were happy just like a snowy christmas
I wish i'd have them always..

Every step i make writes a story
It is full of the heart
Feeling love of my life and missing friends of my time
I Wish i'd have them all..

In Spring, summer, fall & winter days..
We've been sharing all the hearts
Love shines in my eyes
Love just won't fade away

I remember when we were angels,
when we dreamed about us
All my days were happy just like a snowy christmas
I wish i'd have them always..

Every step i make writes a story
It is full of the heart
Feeling love of my life and missing friends of my time
I Wish i'd have them all..

If you'd all the way show me the world
where I will stay in love
All my days will be white just like a snowy christmas
You're just all I need.

boring

2008-12-02T11:27:00.001+08:00

Things started to be as boring as usual.

and yeah....im watching heroes3 episode 11 now.

So till then....

Moody feelings

2008-11-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

I just got to say this....

I hate my freaking life....I want to change everything. Seriously!!
This moody feelings.
No words could describe it.
There are many things i have yet to achieve though i really wanted to.
And i really do not know where should i start from.
Someone just tell me what to do.
Everyday doing stuffs that i don't like and yet i have to pretend to the people
around me that im actually happy.
I'm just not being myself!
How i wish i could stuck myself in a room full of darkness eternity.
and only then i could seperate myself from this misery.

An Afternoon

2008-11-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

When i entered the lift, an old stranger was staring at me as if i kill his mum....

Stranger : hihi boy...u wearing size 9 arr.

Me : ya!

Stranger : u so tall yet ur foot size is so big.

Okay if u all don't know this, normally guys with foot big size are short and wheras ppl with foot small size are tall.
CONTINUE....

Me : ya! (I was thinking why he was asking that)

Stranger : u must be a basketball player right...that's why ur foot-sized is big yet u are tall.

Me : I'm not a basketball player.

Stranger : ya you are!

Me : I'm not. -___-"

Lift opened...and i immediately went out.

Me : Bye!

Stranger : Bye! Train hard for ur basketball competition.

I was dam stunned that he say that. Speechless!!

Busy Holidays!

2008-11-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

Fantastic day today...
went to deyi sec for the marching thing.
It was great.
However it would be even exciting if its from 9am to 5pm instead of 9am to 12pm.
After that, went to ang mo kio hub.
Walk walk....
and we decided to go back.
So some went home straight and some of us went to tm.
Walk walk again....
This time we decided to have our lunch again though we had alr eaten at deyi sec which the quantity their school gave us was like .............
I wasnt even 1/4 full lah.
.......................................
Great thing for me now is that i had already completed the certs for ROD.
Just left printing now
Upcoming next for me is to complete the flyers which are needed for sec1 orientation.
"Its holidays now, yet you're even busier than me!"
my mum nags once again.

Back from KL trip

2008-11-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

Well i'm actually back in SG after the overseas KL trip with the band.
This year wasnt as fun as those past years trips.
Only bought 2 things from there...a beanie hat and a watch.
Suprisingly these 2 stuffs cost less than 45RM.
Currently im watching a drama series called Moonlight Resonance which is the 2nd season of Heart of Greed.
Its one of the hits drama in hong kong lah....
once u started watching,
you would not be able to control yourself to stop.
I continued to watch yesterday night after having a bowl of instant noodles.
Fell asleep about 1.00am without switching on the lights and the tv lah.
I realised that i actually fell asleep about 5am after my dad came back home from work.
These past few days i been thinking of ways that i can make money.
My mum objects me from working....the only kind of job that she would allow me to do is those job which u just have to type and send mails to the companies from home.
Where can i find these kind freaking job sia??
These job can only be found inside one of a thousand jobs.
Haizz...

The more i think, the more i feel that why things doesnt go as the way i wanted it to be.
Sometimes when you tried hard to fight for those things which you think you really deserved,
it might not goes as what you want.

Taylor Swift - Love Story

2008-11-11T16:02:00.004+08:00

This is another very nice song!
Check it out by pressing play.

Taylor Swift Love Story Lyrics:

We were both young, when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air

I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “Stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh…

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He kneelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad-you’ll pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh…
We were both young when I first saw you.

Because You Live

2008-11-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

I just love this song!
Beautiful voice and nice lyrics!

Edited!

2008-11-08T17:26:00.002+08:00

[edit!]
Okay i forget to mention on the previous post.
The jetty jump was dam shiok!
At first while u jump in the water, u could feel the gravitational force pulling u into the deep sea like as if u falling from a 4th storey flat.
But when in the water, i could see fishes from far.
Suprisingly after my head came out of the water, i suddenly able to swim from there to the shore.
I can't swim due to years without swimming.
Yet i can while doing jetty jump.
Perhaps it is the help of a life-jacket pushing u up of the water.

After OBS camp!

2008-11-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

Back from OBS camp...
I shall go through the main activities tat happened.

Day 1 :
Whole day bond. Had belay practices for next day activity and then we cook our own dinner.
And during night, we have to go in the dark forest to build our tents.
Mind youj No Light!! Henceforth, we build our tents through teamwork and communication.

Day 2 :
We were doing high elements. Hence we used the belaying method and sequence to do it while the person is climbing. Dam scary especially for the moving bridge. There is nothing for u to hold while u climb.
Afternoon, We all practised kayaking for day 4. Practised capsizing. Like WTF water went into my nose and the salt water hurt my eyes.

Day 3 :
It was land expedition. We walked more than 15km including the distance which we lost our way. Worst thing for land expedition, we all have to carry bag packs which are more than 15kg lah. Super heavy!! Climb up, Climb down. Dam tired. After it, we reach the campsite3, there is no facilities at all. We had to even make small or big business on ground. Digg it! Ur hole!
No water too! Power bath....I stinks!

Day 4 :
It was sea expedition. My first time doing activities in water. Kayaking for more than 8 hours to reach out destination. I bet u all will think the distance we travelled are considered little, but it was more than 20km. u noe?
Worst for that is that, i kena sunburn and tanned.
Hence i turned reddish-brown and my skin hurts alot under the sun. I swear.
It was dam tired for kayaking for 8hrs lahh.
Through times wanted to give up, but still i perservere on.
After we reached had to pitch tents in the dark.

Day 5(today) :
Went home. Make alot of friends too and i learned about their strengths and weaknesses.
I hope that this camp benefits everyone including me. Gonna use what i have learned in band too....hope it will helps.

Overall this camp was quite fun and benefits me alot...coz i had done alot of things that i nv done before.
Learning each individual strengths and weaknesses, i also learn about the 3P's thingy
and able to judge myself as what kind of leader.

Self-reflections and Self-improvements!

OBS!!

2008-11-02T16:07:00.005+08:00

I can't wait it anymore!! 1 more day.

Jus one more day to OBS camp.

And it will sure be the most exciting part of my life. I guess?

So will be going for the camp for 5 days. 3 days without bathing???
I can't imagine that.
Living together with creatures for that 3 days.
We shall see.

& right i could still remember the taste of the wasabi chocolate cake.
It tastes super nice. I swear!

Rewind...

2008-10-18T20:58:00.005+08:00

Rewind...
Got back my results on friday...and i was quite satisfied with it.
Here are my grades of the EOY papers from the highest marks to the lowest :
A-maths - A1
E-maths - A1
Combined Humanities - B3
MT - C5
English - C5
Physics - E8
Chemistry - E8

If my physics and chem get D7, it will be nicer as my grades got A, B, C, D. LOL!!!
The thing which makes me dam mad was tat my overall results which would be printed in report card turn to be disastrous.
E-maths - B3
A-maths - B4
MT - C5
Combined Humanities - C5
English - C5
Physics - E8
Chemistry - E8

Dammit...E-maths and A-maths from A dropped to a B.
And my rank for A-maths in the class should be around top 15 drop to bottom.
I sighed when i saw my chinese results.
I failed my paper 2 for MT dam badly...(F9)
But luckily my paper 1 which is the composition component got super high marks.
Thats why im able to pass with 3 more marks to B4.
Alright i shall continue blogging tmr...
currently watching Galileo on ch56

bored!!

2008-10-16T19:51:00.002+08:00

Went to the leadership workshop today.
It was dam dam dam boring lahh
except for the part when mr chan came talk to us about the RP thing and circle time.
That was the only part for the whole workshop tat i find it interesting and i definitely learn something from it.
After the whole workshop, went to bbt to eat then went to photocopier shop to get my printed scores.
Right now, I'm feeling really really bored.
If u guys are playing fun online games, please intro to me.
& tmr would be a bad day for most of us.
Gonna Get Back Our Results Tmr!!

Catch Me Now

2008-10-14T17:53:00.008+08:00

Okay I just finished watching the whole of episodes of this hong kong drama - " Catch Me Now "

Though the chinese title of this drama seems very stupid and lame, the drama was great and fantastic afterall.

Just watch it!!!...it seriously dam fantastic lah.

Ok i gonna watch heroes season 3 episode 5 now.

So tmr might be going to class bbq.

Meanwhile before i go for the bbq, im gonna get myself sth important first.

Splendid Day

2008-10-13T19:53:00.002+08:00

A splendid day spent today after A-maths paper wif my classmates.
We went to watch movie - "The House Bunny"
I sweaR tat show is dam horny and funny.
Okay last week went to watch "Connected".
Nt bad!
so i guess there are 2 movies now i feel like going to watch.
"20th Century Boys" and "High School Musical 3"

Current topic :
If the only choice is being a robber.
Would you choose to be a robber would steal for ur desire or a robber would steal to help the poors??
Take some time to think about this.

Days without computer!

2008-10-10T20:16:00.006+08:00

Alright up til now...the only paper left on monday will be A-maths.

Have not been msn-ing, blogging, video-ing in web for about 10 days.

Credits go to my bro for making the com spoiled.

Ohh then...

have it fix.

and now the com is actually as fast as a brand new one.

Virus, bugs cleared. (=

So life without com was not actually tat bad.

I spent my tyme watching dramas and studying all the time when it's spoiled.

3 dramas to introduced.

Dam Dam exciting one is a hong kong drama show - Forensic Heroes 2

This is a show which i would say an exciting one. It is about murders and how the police and forensic department work together to find murders and annalyse how victims being killed.

2nd drama show would be Golden Bride(Korea)

Watch it at ch55 on weekdays 7p.m.

The last drama is Galileo.

A japanese drama which is about a physics professor who named Galileo helping the dectective to annalyse about the murders and finding the murderer. Most importantly about this show is that he uses physics to solve this mystery. Watch it at ch56 during saturday.(I cant rmb the tyme :P)

There is something in common about Galileo and Mr Chua.

HAHA...

Galileo actually quoted chua favourite phrase in the show.

"Physics is Common Sense!"

I'm so sick of that!!

Fcking bad day!

2008-09-28T12:46:00.005+08:00

Ohh dammit!!
Friday was a fcking bad day huh.
I tink i gonna flunk in my english paper 1 section 2.
Coz it was suppose to be a report writing and yet i went to write it as a formal letter writing.
Sigh...
Then for the compo part, i tink i wrote out of point lah!
Compre was still okay.
That's not the worst part u know!
Afternoon was my O'levels SPA.
I do not understand how the question wants me to arrange my pins...
and so i gamble it with my luck by arranging it.
The marks is calculated like this.

Skill 1.1 : / 2
Skill 1.2 : / 2
Skill 1.3 : / 2
Skill 2.1 : / 2
Skill 2.2 : / 2
___________
Total : /10

My skill 1.1...i will only get 1 since my pins weren't straight.
Skill 1.2 and 1.3 i hope there's none i will get 0 for it.
Skill 2.1 i should be able to get at least 1.
My skill 2.2 definetely gonna get full marks for it since it is about the relationship of the graph and the source of error.
Sth idiotic happen to me.
I actually forgotten to do 2 parts of a question...finding the gradient and the y-axis.
My feeling at time was wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf...........................................
Urggggggg!!!
Dam careless siaa.
I feel that this paper was 2 times harder than the prelims.
God...mr chua sure wont tell us our results until next year december.
I screw everything up!!
Next paper would be MT which is on monday and O'levels SPA for chemistry on tuesday.
Hopefully i can score for that.
So i guess i shall stop here.
Good luck for urs exams! (=

2008-09-22T16:32:00.003+08:00

A year is ending soon.
It seems to be so fast.
Regretted always study last minute in the past.
But there is really no time left.
i'm gonna push my brain all the way.
This friday would be my first paper.
English language.
And in the afternoon of friday im taking the actual O'levels Physics SPA examination.
Will be test on my skill 1 and 2.
Wahh nervous.
Im gonna revise for my history test tmr.
Also watch the first episode of Heroes Season 3.
That's super cool and exciting man!
But the download is far too slow.
I have been downloading for the past hour.
Alright then.
I'm ending here! (=

2008-09-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet lyrics

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me? 
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart 
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be 
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out 
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now 
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart 
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be 
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high, 
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart 
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be... 

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart 
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be 
You and me
You and me
You and me



Song lyrics | Check Yes Juliet lyrics

2008-09-12T20:55:00.003+08:00

Heyy people!
Its been a while.
Got to show a video to some of you.
Here it is!!
Do not feel disgust when watching this. (=

2008-09-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm back!!
Currently very busy with stuffs like homeworks and etc.
School reopening tmr.
Fast huh??
I have not gotten enough rest and revision time...
but still there is no time left.
It is just like a timebomb.
2 weeks from now will the EOY!
Okay i dn tink i shld talk about this...makes me for stress then.
Just went to tm to buy all the accessories needed in school...
&& i bought a book on palm readings.
Very very interesting...its so thick!
and i already finishing it soon.
learn quite alot of things from there...
but it cann0t help to improve my subjects.
aRGGGGGGGHHHH!!

2008-09-04T19:57:00.004+08:00

Gekidou/激动

ohhhファイト！
幼児、いいえあなたの尖った目ではなく、果たされる陳腐化して表現される。
または誰かのコピーです。スパーク！それが消えます。
再び私たちの脅威を借りてTigerのプッシュをします。
私は勝利を疑う。闘う！
最高の戦いを最大限にプレイ！
今すぐに家の中でハードです。
"試しに生き残る"をします。
24時間7日間。来ています。戦い抜く。
失うことなく、太陽、月の行方を探しています。

視力を失うことは前に私たちが見ています。
私たちの思い出の海でおぼれ死ぬ。しかし、なぜですか？
ですか？さらに、私たちはお互いの誓いは、排尿、
と、次のパスポートです。
反乱軍の1つ！
永遠の声、
再び！
ときに心臓に到達する予定ですか？
反乱軍の1つ！
永遠の声、
再び！
を聞いてみましょう反乱軍の1つ！
永遠の声、
再び！
ときに心臓に到達する予定ですか？
反乱軍の1つ！
転機！
再び！

English Translated :
Ohhh Fight!

Baby, no

Your sharpened eyes, not fulfilled by the cliched phrases.
or somebody's copy.
Spark! It disappears.
Again we borrow the tiger's threat to push through.
I will win without a doubt. Fight!
Best fight to best play!
Now hard to in the house.
"Try to survive" to.
24 hours 7 days. Come on. Fight it out.
Losing the sun, i look for the whereabouts of the moon.

Losing sight of things that we could see before.
We drown in the sea of memories. But why??
Even the vows we made to each other are voided,
and the next passport.
Rebel one!
Eternal voice, again!
When it will reach the heart?
Rebel one!
Eternal voice, again!
Let's hear
Rebel one!
Eternal voice, again!
When it will reach the heart?
Rebel one!
Turning point!
Again!

2008-09-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

Uverworld is one of a famous band in japan for their vocal.
These are some of their nice songs.
Enjoy dude!

2008-08-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

My hibernating blog have finally been revived.
Ok CT was over, and i shown dissapointing results again.
The final year examination is coming soon in a month time.
Probably that's my last chance to stay in pure science class.

Alright after teacher's day celebration, went back home to rest.
Did not go back pri sch arr, since most of the teachers might have forgotten about me...
other than that, only few of my friends went back.
So i decided not to go back, but rest at home.
After that, went to practise horn with my section at the SUN PLAZA PARK...
I can play most of the parts already for the song.
Practise for about 3 hours like that, then went home straight.
And here i am to blog.
Stacks of holiday homework!!
And the 1 week holiday, i have to go schooling for lessons.
I guess i only left with one day holiday instead of 7 days.

2008-08-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

God.
My wonderful day was ruin by the fcking error in MML.
All my ideas and efforts are gone now!!
Urghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Alright im still studying history.
Study 1 SEQ finish alr and now still got one more to go.
Hopefully tmr will be the first one i studied.
I'm trying to get a pass in history but before it happens i have to sacrifice a number of my brain cells.
How i wish now the Earth could open up and swallow me down!